25 weeks down, 15 to go

Well we are almost 25 weeks in a few hours. How exciting and scary. Jeremy is certainly making his presence known. Now my excitement is full blown. I still cannot believe I am going to be a mother. Well, (I should say) that I am a mother, he's just making his debut a little later.

This weekend brought new emotions I never thought I would feel. Oddly enough I felt depressed. Mainly because I felt "abandoned". I still wonder where all of this came from, but essentially my darling hubby went to play golf (ugh!), and my NeNe had to work ALL day (double ugh!). Usually I would not care, and actually relish in a weekend alone with no obligations, but not this weekend. To top it off I was irritable and moody as a result. Well all of this led to a fantastic migraine headache I finally got rid of this morning.

I told my sister friend Carolyn about my mood and she said it is perfectly normal. I hate feeling so out of control. This pregnancy is really taking me for a loop. I am sure the reward will far outweigh all of this stuff though.

We've just finished dinner so I am sitting here trying to figure out if I am full or if my stomach just feels like it's stretching to the moon because Jeremy is getting bigger. As you can see from the picture, I am ALL belly. Actually NeNe and Richard say I am losing weight in other places but I refuse to believe them. Their just being mean :)!

Well, we are off to get some studying done for our comprehensive exams. I can't wait until this phase of my life is over. I feel that God has blessed me with Jeremy when He did for so many different reasons. I am just not so sure why yet. I am sure that it all relates to my job, my degree and my relationship with the people related with both...or in general. Very stressful time right now for Jeremy and myself. I am trying to set a good example for him but I don't think I do a good job of it. My faith will see us through this. I just pray through all of this stress God will protect him and continue to keep him 100% healthy.

25 weeks down, 15 to go---- prayerfully!